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Don't let the activists grind you down So what if you stand up for women's rights, or find Louis CK funny? It’s time to stop pandering to the mob

Be yourself: Louis CK on stage in New York. (Photo by Kevin Mazur/Getty Images for The Bob Woodruff Foundation)

Be yourself: Louis CK on stage in New York. (Photo by Kevin Mazur/Getty Images for The Bob Woodruff Foundation)


July 7, 2020   5 mins

“Codependence” is one of those words people say so much they forget what it means. It becomes just another term to throw around, like “systemic” or “natural wine”. I spent a long time thinking about the concept, after realising I’d been in several codependent relationships, and wanted to avoid replicating the pattern in the future. I’d thought I’d mastered it. But not unlike my relationship to natural wine — which I very much like, but, when pushed, cannot explain what it is — over the years, my awareness fizzled into a buzzword.

The problem with codependence is that it feels like the right thing to do for many of us. We believe we are helping, supporting and empathising. We care about the wellbeing of those around us and about maintaining our relationships. We don’t want to discard people because they are troubled — we know everyone struggles, and who better than us to help? And actually, we have the solutions. Let us make you a list and set up an appointment and find you some hobbies and provide you with some constructive criticism and keep on loving you so much than you’ll have to love us back, and change into the person we know you can and should be, which would really make us feel a lot more comfortable.

Women are particularly prone to codependency, as we are socialised to be the sex that considers the feelings, needs, and desires of others before our own. Women who put themselves first are cold, selfish, bitches. We are meant to be caretakers, and stay in marriages no matter how much they hurt us. We sacrifice ourselves for what we tell ourselves is the good of the partnership. Some call it “emotional labour” — defined by the American sociologist Arlie Hochschild in her book The Managed Heart as having to “induce or suppress feeling in order to sustain the outward countenance that produces the proper state of mind in others”.

But the things we do to “keep the peace” do not actually make us feel more peaceful. They make us feel anxious and resentful; unheard, unseen, and misunderstood. Our lives become entirely focused on another — controlled by stress and fear attached to someone else’s behaviour. And rather than detaching, we stick around, trying to manufacture the perfect circumstances, behaviours, or scenarios, wherein we can finally relax.

In coming to these insights and revelations about some relationships in my life, it struck me that we’ve become enmeshed in one big codependent relationship with today’s modern activist — the “social justice warrior” we are now weary of hearing about. The young, self-righteous and woke.

Cancel culture, that ever expanding trend which sees individuals “called out” and burned at the virtual stake for various — usually insignificant — transgressions, from quoting someone else saying the n-word, to standing up for the rights of women and girls without acknowledging the men who are also women and girls, to tweeting a research paper showing that rioting does not tend to inspire public support, has left us all in fear. Rather than feel inspired by this activism, we feel controlled by it. We know the damage that can come from just one tweet; a text shared without context; an unflattering moment, caught on film; or the intentional or lazy misconstruing of one’s work, argument, or article. It takes so little to destroy a person’s life these days — it’s no wonder we all feel we are walking on eggshells.

Like those trapped in codependent relationships, many of us have stopped trusting our own judgments. We are afraid to say what we really think, no matter how rational. Having honest discussions, engaging in independent thought, and asking the wrong question may cause a trauma response. We have been made to feel responsible for the emotional states of others. It is our responsibility to make those around us feel “safe”, and that “safety” depends on our ability to fake it — to suppress ourselves. The truth is hate speech; words are violence. We must alter our vocabulary, twisting ourselves into knots to make it through a sentence without stumbling into a trap set by the woke Stasi, as Julie Bindel would say.

If we can simply play the game, uphold the facade, be sure never to let an unfiltered thought slip from our mouths, we believe we can avoid “drama,” maintain our relationships, and keep the peace. Ironically, these attempts to ensure a sense of safety and avoid conflict leave us feeling entirely unsafe. Can none of us admit how oppressive it feels to hide your authentic self? To not be able to have honest conversations with those around us or to express ourselves, and trust we will still be loved, respected, and valued?

If I were our culture’s psychologist I would suggest we free ourselves from this emotionally abusive relationship with the internet mob, and find ourselves again.

As such, I have some advice for those wanting to disentangle themselves from what has become a toxic relationship with modern activist culture:

1) Stop apologising. Not unless you really, truly mean it. If you know you said or did nothing wrong, do not try to placate your bullies or attackers, no matter how intense they become. Your self-worth and integrity is worth more than whatever you hope grovelling will achieve. These people won’t leave you alone if you apologise, anyway. In fact, showing weakness makes it worse. Now they know they have you by the figurative balls (lady or man), and will only double down. Show no fear, show you will not cave, and eventually you will be left alone. There is no fun in bullying someone who does not give a fuck.

2) Detach. Physically and emotionally. Take yourself away from social media, which is where cancel culture thrives. Take yourself away from people who engage in this type of behaviour in real life. If someone is going to bail on you or turn on you, either because of social pressure, a desire to maintain status or popularity, or because you say something they disagree with, that person is not your person. Ask yourself whether you want to spend your life fearful that your true self will be discovered, and that those who are meant to love you, stick by you, and support you, will abandon you without a genuine conversation.

Do you want to hang out with a crew of cowards or do you want your circles to be made up of those who know you, know you are not perfect, know you will never agree on everything, and accept you anyway, and do the work of having sometimes uncomfortable, but honest, conversations? Be with people who will tell you the truth, to whom you can tell the truth; and move on.

3) Follow the advice we were given as kids, which most of us quickly learned we should not be followed at all: be yourself. Don’t hide your true self to protect others or yourself. Be the most authentic, open, vulnerable, honest person you can be (while also maintaining healthy boundaries).

The more open and true you are, the less likely someone will suddenly realise that, in fact, you do have a mind of your own, and perhaps you say inappropriate but hilarious things, or still find Louis CK funny, or know all the words Big L’s “Clinic”, or still follow Meghan Murphy on Instagram, and that you therefore must be publicly denounced, or simply ghosted.

I have been trying to reveal my flaws, imperfect thoughts, and vulnerabilities over the years for just that reason. I don’t want a pedestal; I want you to know that I’m human. I want the freedom to be myself. This is what we should all aim for: flawed, truthful, diverse, humanity. Stop trying to please everyone by squashing yourself. It won’t lead to safety, security, calm, or happiness. It will lead to fear, anxiety, and misery.

We can’t simply blame those around us for this culture we are living in. If we aren’t being honest and aren’t being true to ourselves, it is our own responsibility to change, and to start doing things differently.

Maybe we all need to break up, detach, and come back together — truly ourselves and ready to have some hard, honest, real, probably scary conversations. I suspect this is where we will find love and security — not in the arms of those who keep us hooked in with fickle loyalty.


Meghan Murphy is a writer in Vancouver, BC. Her website is Feminist Current.

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Alex Mitchell
Alex Mitchell
4 years ago

None of which is going to happen with a twitter character limit. Get off Twitter. Especially journalists. All journalists should go on a (minimum) month long twitter abstinence to rediscover their craft and actually write some news instead of screenshotting inane drivel that cannot, by definition, be nuanced.

Fraser Bailey
Fraser Bailey
4 years ago
Reply to  Alex Mitchell

It would take a lot longer than a month for the vast majority of journalists to ‘rediscover’ their craft, not least because they never ‘discovered’ it in the first place. As Tim Pool said some time ago, most journalists are now less intelligent than the average member of the population. In other words, they know nothing about anything. It is the ultimate consequence of allowing even the dimmest members of the middle classes to go to university. This is why we have all given up on the MSM.

anna moore
anna moore
4 years ago

The joke is that the long term effect of the ‘woke’ self censoring ‘left’ is that it helps puts people like Trump in power. People don’t change their minds when frightened into silence. They stay quiet, resentful and many then start to hold grudging respect for ‘populist’ leaders who come out and say sh*! anyway. Debate and proper conversation and open society is the only sensible way forward. The far left pushes people to the far right.

wesley101043
wesley101043
4 years ago
Reply to  anna moore

Anna, Trump is really, really, not the problem.

Drahcir Nevarc
Drahcir Nevarc
4 years ago
Reply to  anna moore

The far left pushes people to the centre right, and a bloody good thing too.

georgeguyfolger
georgeguyfolger
4 years ago
Reply to  anna moore

Exactly, this is why I think this ‘woke’ moment will set the stage for a Trump re-election. The silent majority will speak. That said, it may be his perceived handling of COVID pushes voters towards Biden, so its hard to say right now. Two awful choices of president again, Trump just has a semblance of personality versus the blank mind of Biden.

Geoff Cox
Geoff Cox
4 years ago

I actually think we need to join social media and make our voices known without self-censoring. I’m sorry to say, we must fight fire with fire ““ this is no time for shrinking violets or playing by the rules or doing things the quiet old English way. Our lack of comments on Facebook etc have given the woke the freedom to give their views unchallenged. The msm (and business) have taken this as a sign that either the majority believe all this crap and/or that the opposition can’t be bothered to do anything about it and therefore there is no loss if they endorse any of the current wokery.

A practical example – I’m a member of a small number of (non-political) groups like most people. How many times have middle class types chucked in a jokey but hostile line about Trump or Brexit or virtue-signalled their support for the NHS or BLM – certain in their knowledge that everyone agrees with them? But I jump right back at them and point out my support for the other side. But mainly I want to point out non-political groups are no place for their political opinions. We need to clean up social media and get politics out of it.

Robert Flack
Robert Flack
4 years ago
Reply to  Geoff Cox

I totally agree but I find social media so vacuous I cannot be bothered with it.

Geoff Cox
Geoff Cox
4 years ago
Reply to  Robert Flack

Robert – of course, it is tiresome, but then that is why the left pay people to do it. We have no such funding, but plenty of the money being scooped up by BLM etc will go into paying people to comment. We have to hit back on social media. To get yourself into it, join a few non-political sites (like the Ramblers or something) and if anyone puts in a negative throw-away comment about Brexit or Boris or whoever, jump in with “No politics on this site, thank you”.

Bronwen Saunders
Bronwen Saunders
4 years ago
Reply to  Geoff Cox

I agree Geoff. That’s why I have decided to come out into the open with my views and post comments under my own name.
An old friend with whom I have only sporadic contact sent me a link to that odious Channel 4 programme about using implicit bias testing to root out racism in 11-year-olds (see Tom Chivers lead article). She had evidently assumed that I would nod approvingly and was completely taken aback when I messaged back with the words “This is evil”. I don’t think I was able to change her mind, but perhaps by explaining my objections I did sow a seed of doubt.
The importance of doubt cannot be overestimated. Nothing is quite as dangerous and deadly as the refusal of the righteous to countenance the possibility that they might just be wrong.

Geoff Cox
Geoff Cox
4 years ago

Bronwen – exactly. My sister lives in a classic LibDem lovely southern town in England. The surrounding countryside secures a Conservative win at General Elections, but the town itself (actually just like my similar town) is very Lib Dem. They seem to run all the social media and my sister used to get sick of the endless wokery. I have persuaded her to hit back. And I actually mean it – be polite but be sharp. As you say “the importance of doubt cannot be overestimated”.

Matt P
Matt P
4 years ago

Meghan, thank you for writing this. Bold. Inspiring. And I’m a big fan, especially, on the action steps. Very practical.

Keep writing.

Robert Flack
Robert Flack
4 years ago

First get off social media or don’t get on it in the first place. They are places for bullies to thrive. Second speak the truth and stick by it. Never apologise if you think you are correct. Stand up and be counted.

declangmurray
declangmurray
4 years ago

Dont think the metaphor here is the best – a relationship with the male as the abusive one to his long suffering female partner. Surely ‘cancel culture’ is the monstrous projection of what it’s like for a Male partner to be in a relationship with an abusive female?

johntshea2
johntshea2
4 years ago
Reply to  declangmurray

I don’t see Wokery as very gendered at all. Though reputational damage is traditionally seen as a woman’s weapon (more often than not against other women) and women have always initiated most divorces in English-speaking countries at least.

croftyass
croftyass
4 years ago

I think it used to be called having integrity ! A quality sadly lacking in a significant number of people these days

Richard Pinch
Richard Pinch
4 years ago

After some tinkering, I have found a way of making Twitter useful to me. I registered my account simply to make sure that no-one else could use my name. I’ve never posted anything, largely because I have no reason to believe anyone in the world is interested in what I had for breakfast or when I’m brushing my teeth. If there’s a decent amount of useful factual information in the accounts I follow, fine. If not, I stop following them. Is that so unusual?

Otto Christensen
Otto Christensen
4 years ago

Except for the “woke” generalization about Men I support the gospel according to Meghan. Having been the victim of bullying, which is what today’s activism is, I can testify that speaking one’s truth can be emotionally draining. I hope someone will share their advice on healing one’s character and self after having been slashed by the “Red Guards” and their ilk. It is true that the first injury hurts the most and takes longest to heal. Eventually emotional scars become one’s first line of defense and the ability to empathize is deeply buried. Well, so it goes.

Gerry Fruin
Gerry Fruin
4 years ago

To abbreviate: Discipline = self discipline. Confident = self confidence. Positive and optimistic attitude. Listen and learn.
That should be a fair place to start. Oh! and for heaven’s sake have a laugh.

Miriam Uí
Miriam Uí
4 years ago

Insightful article Meghan. Codependancy is anice analogy which explains the effectiveness of certain bullying tactics. Having stood firm on socially conservative issues in Ireland, now deeply unpopular views in the public domain, I have really admired your courage in relation to women’s refuges in Canada. I have one other idea I sometimes follow. I ask myself, ‘Is this the hill I want to die on?’ Do I intervene verbally in social media battles or do something else? Recently, rather than get into the JK Rowling battle, I decided to engage for women’s rights by doing a fundraising challenge for Women’s Refuges in Ireland. Women from the local refuge often come to our church looking for prayer support. By posting all about Women’s Aid and the Refuges, then that narrative gets lots of air time. And funds too. Just an alternative to abandoning social media altogether.

naomimoan
naomimoan
4 years ago

Yes! Perfectly said!

agricola98765
agricola98765
4 years ago

A decent article, otherbthan the gratuitous feminist man-blaming.

I’m not sure I agree entirely with point 1 though. It seems that if you refuse to apologise they never leave you alone until they break you. There are a number of tales of journalists going after people’s families as a way of hurting their non-conforming target. Laurence Fox being a recent example.

Clay Bertram
Clay Bertram
4 years ago

Excellent article and insight, particularly:

“Like those trapped in codependent relationships, many of us have stopped trusting our own judgments.”

The focussed gas lighting by the adherents to the God/Goddess/Godhead/Superior Being of the Woke Religion is endemic in our culture at present.

The key focus of these fundamentalists attack is to disempower most folks into doubting themselves, their ethics and their world viewpoint.

We are being oppressed by followers of a second Witch Hunt. Modern versions of Witch Trials are a daily occurrence.

David Jones
David Jones
4 years ago

A lot of this is good advice, especially 2. But it doesn’t distinguish between things we should not apologise for and things which we should.
There are people who take “wokeness” too far, but equally there are people who say racist/sexist/homophobic things. Not only can saying so not be dismissed as mere “wokeness” but also these people are often in positions of considerably more power and influence than the young “overly woke”.