And I came back as well. I stopped feeling so paranoid, and my thinking became less muddled. My creative mind – which had been on the brink of seizing up altogether – came roaring back. Apparently the Bluetooth wasn’t just a source of nourishment for my child, but for me as well.
My hunch is mothers experience the Bluetooth more strongly, on average, than fathers. Other women know what I mean — the men only sometimes. So is it a biological thing — a consequence of gestating and breastfeeding? It’s tempting to imagine so. But a recent NBER study from Princeton academic Henrik Kleven and others suggests possibly not, or at least not straightforwardly.
The study surveyed a large Danish dataset covering career differentials between mothers and fathers in both natural and adoptive families, and showed that the same divergence between the sexes happens in adoptive families. That is, mothers were still prioritising family life even when this wasn’t biologically driven, as it would be if they were breastfeeding.
Of course the study wasn’t looking at the Mum Bluetooth. It was looking into the relative effect of parenthood — adoptive or biological — on mothers’ and fathers’ careers. What is also called the “child penalty”. But clearly something is changing mothers’ work patterns more than fathers’ when children come along. Denmark is one of the most egalitarian countries in the world, and still comes nowhere near parity of workplace achievement between the sexes — so it can’t all be down to sexist stereotypes. I think some of the disparity is down to women working less in order to safeguard the Bluetooth.
There are plenty of accounts of how young children live in partial symbiosis with their mothers. But the same account is much more rarely given from the mother’s perspective. It crops up in feminist debates from the 18th-century Hannah More to Vanessa Olorenshaw today, but again and again such accounts seem to end up on the cutting-room floor. Instead, ‘feminism’ is presented as an individualistic philosophy, that starts with Simone de Beauvoir and ends with ‘gender pay gap’ audits and a fixation on parity of workplace representation for women at the very top of the social scale.
Why? Well, one problem is discussion of sex-based differences in priorities devolves quickly into stereotypes. When we talk about even well-evidenced normative differences between the sexes, it’s easy to slip from being descriptive (men or women are more likely to show this or that trait) to prescriptive (all men should be like this, all women should be like that).
None of this is to say I don’t think there are highly attuned dads, or hopelessly disengaged mums. Of course there are. But a trend doesn’t have to be universal to be salient.
Feminists are understandably wary of any suggestion that women have more pronounced nurturing traits than men. But whether it’s a consequence of childbirth, socialisation, hormones or whatever, it’s my observation that mothers are generally more aware of (and likely to value) the feeling of being slightly Bluetoothed with our kids. And pretending that doesn’t exist or that it’s an equal-opportunities phenomenon runs the risk of encouraging many mothers to ignore or even stifle a major source of life-enhancing joy.
It also closes down important lines of enquiry about how to work as a mother, without work and the Bluetooth ending up in zero-sum conflict. There’s a degree to which this is unavoidable – it’s not really possible simultaneously to read feminist political theory and build dens with a three-year-old. But for me at least, it turns out that muffling the Bluetooth has a negative impact on my ability to think and work, even when I do have uninterrupted time.
I’ve come to accept that there’s a limit on the amount of child-free time I can carve out of any given week, because if I breach that limit, the Bluetooth goes on the blink and I become so miserable I lose the ability to think full stop. But within this constraint, creative work and the Bluetooth don’t have to be antagonistic but are instead mutually reinforcing. The Bluetooth is a powerful source of creative energy, and core to a distinctively maternal take on the good life.
If I’m right about all this, family policy needs to be turned upside down. To succeed in current mainstream working life, employees of both sexes more or less have to pretend we don’t have families. What would it look like if we reimagined work so it was Bluetooth-enabled? Now that would be radical.
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SubscribeThe feeling you refer to as ‘Bluetooth’ is more correctly conceptualised as Reverie.
This phenomenon was first written about by Bachelard -something akin to a sense of unity, togetherness with the cosmos -elements of the sublime. He linked the feeling to the experience of the baby in the mother’s lap.
Wilfred Bion (psychoanalyst) developed the theory of maternal reverie significantly in his theoretical writings of the 1960’s. The mother’s calm, open state of mind allows her to receive ( as a ‘container’) the child’s projections. In this experience of finding safe containment the child is enabled to develop thought and meaning. Anxiety and depression cause failures in reverie -hence the writer’s experiences.
There is a nice summary of the concept here if you want to read further:
https://research.gold.ac.uk…
I don’t know the writer but he sums it up nicely.
The concept is explored in many other areas of psychoanalytic literature -Winnicott, Kelin to name just a couple of others. It is a central tenet of psychoanalytic understanding of children and how they develop, and features in the day to day work of Child psychotherapists in consulting rooms. The therapist and setting create conditions possible for the experience of reverie -a very complex process in disturbed children who have had adverse or traumatic early experiences and who struggle to find ways of ‘healthy’ relating. The results of this work can however be remarkable, but the process takes time, careful and consistent work, and a close but ‘free floating’ type of attention. As in the maternal form, reverie is a repeated experience.
My personal view on certain forms of modern feminism is that yes, in agreement with the writer, they hardly ever talk about maternal preoccupation as a wonderful, extraordinary, developmental capacity provided mainly by women (who of course posses both womb -the first housing- and breast -the first nourishing, and the experience of maternal reverie). I find it rather sad and dispiriting that modern feminism seems to disavow the value of motherhood. It is difficult to adequately convey how important it is for an infant to receive a good enough mothering experience -this is in no way to dismiss other parents, parent couples, fathers etc… but the primary model is, and will remain for all time, the mother.
Our society seems to both revere the idea (in lip service at least) whilst at the same time making it harder and harder for mothers to offer this experience to children. I also do not denigrate the role of fathers -there is reverie there too -think of children’s books where the experience is so well described – Danny, Champion of the World for example etc…
I would add that currently there are just under 80,000 children in local authority care -this number has been increasing year on year.
I make a slightly political point here -child psychotherapy (as opposed to say clinical psychology) and this way of thinking about individual development, is under real threat of extinction in today’s NHS, and in CAMHS services, where clinical efforts are increasingly geared towards short term interventions – focused on behavioural models of understanding that ultimately aim to achieve a sort of compliance with treatment, rather than more authentic idiographic developments in relational capacity, internal resources and resilience.
The situation is pretty desperate in terms of the hope we are offering individual children.
So what did the dad think?
I think a good deal of this has changed already, with men taking a much greater role and fully enjoying it. What’s more a lot of them are very good at it. Often more relaxed and easy going than mum.
But I suspect there are some limits – mum will never be dad, and dad will never be mum, and we would be better trying to accommodate that than guilt tripping parents for not putting their jobs first.
“The child penalty” is a very telling phrase. How happy would we be to talk about the “work penalty”, the penalty kids pay for having a working mum?
Without making any claims to possess the magic Bluetooth, when my kids were young I found it extremely difficult to be away from them overnight. And I know of men who refuse to do this, even if it is something their job requires.
I always took it as an instinctive need to be there to protect them, born perhaps at a time when night meant predators.
I wonder how this works with same sex parenting when you have two mothers in the equation.
Excellent question.
Perhaps there will be a cat fight?
Not a problem. One can always crowdfund the vet’s bills. Ker-ching!
Although I think you’re absolutely right about the mother – child Bluetooth link, I think this has much wider ramifications for all of us. What your extreme situation during lockdown showed you very clearly is that that rhythm of being with your child at the right times and in the right way was very important to both of you, but you might not have been able to identify it so easily in a more “normal” setting. Maybe others have discovered through isolation things about their work life balance and rhythm that benefit from being changed.
Thanks for this Mary. My wife and I are working full time with a 1 and a 3 year old in fields that have got busier rather than quieter during the lockdown. This article is infinitely relatable.
We’ve both had to take holiday for similar reasons as yourself. Kids are fairly resilient so you hope that this will just be a blip if they’re young, and one they’ll quickly forget.
An interesting read, and I certainly agree about the Bluetooth.
However I do think that if a parent is on Twitter, then their child is on its own.