We used to live in a world where, stereotypically at least, rich people were fat and poor people were thin. In the West, the reverse is now often true. The rich still signal their wealth with their bodies. But now, thin equals rich. This complicates the Lenten idea of fasting.
I have never been big on fasting. In a world where people still starve, where 1 in 10 humans is chronically undernourished, I feel more than a little uncomfortable making a virtue of giving up something that other people are dying for lack of. Or perhaps I am just a glutton who likes my food too much, and so am highly invested in not appreciating the Lenten fast.
But anyway, this Lent is different.
A few days before Lent started, I visited the doctor and discovered my blood sugar was sky high. “You have to realise, that for a diabetic like you, carbohydrates are poison,” he said, not sugaring the pill in the slightest. It was an uncompromising message. And he scared me. The daughter of a member of my congregation recently had her leg amputated through diabetes. That’s it, I vowed to myself. No more bread, rice, pasta or potatoes. They have to go. And so, for the first time during the season of Lent, I have been fasting, and find myself almost permanently hungry.
But I claim no great virtue for it, since I am fasting because I have to. Had I not over-eaten in the past, I wouldn’t be in this situation. And yet, the condition of being hungry does have what we might call ‘spiritual’ consequences.
The most obvious, for me as a priest, is that the only bread I get to eat during the week is a small circular wafer that I distribute to my congregation with the words “the body of Christ”. And this, symbolically, feels very much like a re-focusing on the central message of the Christian faith: that human beings do not live by bread alone, but the word of God. In other words, when all else is stripped away, one is able to concentrate more effectively on the things that matter most – for Christians, the source of life itself.
That most atheistic of thinkers, Friedrich Nietzsche, said, “The belly is the reason why man does not so readily take himself for a god.” I think of this as a hangover from his days as the son of a Lutheran pastor. For it expresses the very un-Nietzschean sentiment that we are dependent creatures, not in control of the sources of our own satisfaction.
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