'On closer inspection, he, uh, actually might not have been so unaided in his visions.' Library of Congress/Corbis/VCG via Getty Images

I can remember exactly where I was when I first read Walt Whitman. Lying on the bed in my girlfriendâs dorm room in college, I started reading âSong of Myselfâ from Leaves of Grass out loud and, much to my girlfriendâs annoyance, sort of couldnât stop myself. This kind of compulsive reading had never happened to me before and never would again.
It really was as close to a religious experience as Iâve had without the use of psychedelics, and I donât think Iâve ever entirely broken free of the spell of that moment. One of Whitmanâs more ebullient contemporaries called Leaves of Grass âthe Bible of Americaâ, and that seems exactly right to me â itâs less a collection of poems and far more a religious text, a way of modelling the personality and giving full scope to oneâs creativity and inner life.
More than Iâm really comfortable admitting, Iâve tried to mould myself in the direction suggested by Whitman. To me that means, above all, a few things. It means treating the self as infinite: âI am large, I contain multitudes.â It means regarding the border between oneself and other consciousnesses as permeable: part of the thrill of Leaves of Grass is the whimsical way that Whitman slides into the consciousness of John Paul Jones, Davy Crockett, anybody at all really. And it means an abiding, non-negotiable sense of equality and respect towards all creation: âwhat is that you express in your eyes,â Whitman writes of oxen, âit seems to me more than all the print I have read in my life.â
Now that I have passed my Whitman year â âI, now thirty-seven years old in perfect health beginâ â I find myself reflecting a little more sombrely on Whitmanâs vision and what it means for me. I also find myself asking the tough question â how did he do it? â since his achievement seems so simple and replicable, but no other writer that Iâm aware of has ever hit quite the vibration that Whitman did. Itâs a question that Whitman invites, and he is at his most teasing about it: âif you want me again look for me under your boot soles,â he writes at the conclusion of âSong of Myselfâ.
What we can rule out, in terms of explaining Whitman, is genius. Iâve recently read some of Whitmanâs early poems, and theyâre almost shocking in their banality â âLet glory diadem the mighty dead / Let monuments of brass and marble rise.â A recent cottage industry has emerged â although it might be one grad student who keeps finding all these lost Whitman works â that vastly increases our knowledge of Whitmanâs early writing, but every one of these works is conspicuously lacking: none contain what Whitman called the âme myselfâ. And so when Ralph Waldo Emerson read the first edition of Leaves of Grass in 1855, he wrote to Whitman of his surprise: âI rubbed my eyes a little to see if this sunbeam were no illusion.â And as Whitman biographer David S. Reynolds put it 150 years later: âA dull, imitative writer of conventional poetry and pedestrian prose in the 1840s emerged in 1855 as a marvellously innovative, experimental poet.â
There seem to be three tacks to explaining this transformation. The first is on the order of a personal epiphany, âattributed to⌠a mystical experience he supposedly had in the 1850s or a homosexual coming-out that allegedly liberated his imaginationsâ, as Reynolds writes before soberly concluding, âin the absence of reliable evidence, such explanations remain unsupported hypothesesâ.
Part of what has always so stunned me about Whitman is that he managed to have the epiphanies he did without the aid of psychedelics, but on closer inspection, he, uh, actually might not have been so unaided in his visions. Calamus â the grass-like plant that plays such an important role in Whitmanâs writing (a set of his poems is named after it) â turns out to possess psychoactive properties, which was known in Whitmanâs time. And Whitman himself was aware of its powers. âIt is a medicinal root,â he told his amanuensis in 1891, and in the same conversation appears to be aware of calamusâ ability to induce tripping. At present, calamus is rarely ingested, but looking for trip descriptions of it online, I came across the following:
âAlthough the effect is very subtle, my senses are more sharpened and my mind is clear⌠A desire to go outside and take a walk overwhelms me. I put on my shoes and walk naturally towards the forest. Here I enjoy little things that strike me: the beautiful rustling of the leaves, the wind playing with my hair, the smell of the moss. A very peaceful feeling descends over me like a blanket.â
It sounds somehow familiar.
The other piece of folklore about Whitmanâs transformation involves his homosexuality, and here I have recourse to a better-documented myth about Whitman. In 1966, an intrepid researcher discovered a robust urban legend in the small Long Island town where a young Whitman had taught. Whitman had been denounced from the pulpit for pederasty, and tarred and feathered. Townspeople recalled that Whitman had âleft under a cloudâ, and the school would for decades after be locally referred to as the âSodom Schoolâ.
There are some documentary reasons to doubt the story, but Whitman historians, Reynolds included, take the possibility seriously. If itâs true, and Whitman had experienced public humiliation like that on account of his sexuality, a line like âI celebrate myselfâ â the opening line of âSong of Myselfâ â sounds very different. Itâs as resilient as it is triumphant, like the light in the tunnel at the end of years of therapy â it comes across as a declaration of radical self-acceptance, overcoming his angry trauma-inflected writing of the 1840s, and speaking exuberantly, at the top of his lungs.
That reading of Whitman puts him in line with the human potential movement, with microdosers and psychoanalysis patients and health nuts. Part of the cache of recently rediscovered Whitman material reveals that he wrote a book-length article series called âManly Health and Trainingâ, basically a highly florid menâs magazine. Whitmanâs longtime boyfriend would recall that âhe was an athlete â great, great. I knew him to do wonderful lifting, running, walkingâ.
The Whitman Iâm describing here feels surprisingly contemporary and close-to-home â get in touch with your sexuality, lift some weights, find a hemp shop that sells calamus and you too can write Leaves of Grass. The second tack on Whitman makes him a little more remote. That would be to link him with a particular moment in the development of American national consciousness. Whitman was maybe the most conspicuously patriotic of major poets and he explicitly linked his writing to the expansion of the United States. âThe Americans of all nations at any time upon the earth have probably the fullest poetical nature,â he wrote in the preface to the Leaves of Grass. âThe United States themselves are essentially the greatest poem.â We can understand this in two ways â one is that American English, in Whitmanâs time, was a sort of fresh clay out of which a new literature could be moulded, much as Shakespeare in the 1590s or Pushkin in the 1820s had a sort of first-mover advantage with their respective literary languages. Or we can understand this as meaning that Whitman had a messianic vision distinctive to America â that American democracy and exuberance would produce what Whitman calls âa copious, sane, gigantic offspringâ, a living poem replete with âperfect characters and perfect sociologiesâ.
It is this vision that, for us now, leaves a bitter aftertaste. Of all Whitmanâs characterisations, âsaneâ is the hardest to apply to our particular moment of American history. Whitman did seem to anticipate that his idea of America might be overly optimistic. In the otherwise exuberant Democratic Vistas, he writes: âthe United States are destined either to surmount the gorgeous history of feudalism, or else prove the most tremendous failure of time.â And itâs that tremendous failure that, in the year of our Whitman 170, I find myself grappling with â that America just failed to achieve its potential, never acquired a real maturity and then, eventually, lost its idealism. Whitman, in the closest he would get to standard-issue political critique, wrote: âthe fear of conflicting and irreconcilable interiors, and the lack of a common skeleton, knitting all close, continually haunts me.â
But itâs the third tack to understanding Whitman which actually may be the most relevant and direct lesson of Whitmanâs. What Emerson called âthe long foregroundâ of Whitmanâs was mostly journalism and self-publishing. Whitman, who left school at age 11, trained as a printerâs devil. And, throughout his career, he was intimately tied (in a way that very few writers are) to the physical production of his own work. He worked as a typesetter for publications in New York, founded his own newspaper The Long Islander, and for two years was the editor of the well-known Brooklyn Eagle. What he mostly was, though, was a failure. The self-publishing didnât earn much. His practical-minded brother George would lament that âhe made nothing of his chanceâ during the âgreat boom in Brooklynâ in the 1850s. And Whitman, who seems to have been living rough as much by necessity as poetic persona, would in 1840 style himself as part of a âloafer kingdomâ.
But it was Whitmanâs outsiderness â combined with his willingness to take control over the means of production â that accounted for his literary miracle. High-brow American literature in Whitmanâs time was awful, really awful â stale hand-me-downs of European prosody â and Whitman, too, struggled to break free of it. âI too, like all others, was born in the vesture of this false notion of literature,â he said late in life. But he did break free of it. He came across enough fresh influences â Martin Tupper, Emerson himself â that he was able to develop a more distinctively American sensibility, augmented with the language of the streets and a dash of the pulpy writing emerging from the nascent penny presses. And by 1855, he was able to take care of the publication of Leaves of Grass entirely by himself â writing parts of the famous preface directly onto the keys of the press in the print shop, and then handling his own advertising and distribution.
What Whitman was doing sounds, of course, very much like blogging or Substack â and I have no doubt that if he were alive today thatâs exactly how he would be distributing his work. In an excitable mood, I wrote on my Substack recently that âwhat weâre really on the cusp of is a whole different way of beingâ, and what I meant was the capacity of the internet to eliminate gatekeepers and to open the way for the ânew, superb democratic literatureâ that Whitman described. This statement of mine was met with some skepticism. If Emerson ârubbed his eyes a littleâ at Leaves of Grass, the Substacker Teddy Brown had to âclose [his] eyes and rub [his] templesâ at the sheer stupidity of what I was saying.
But I stand by it. In one of his more mysterious poems, âThe Song of the Answererâ, Whitman describes a figure maybe a century or five centuries in the future who will be his poetic analogue. I had always taken the Answerer to be a kind of Messiah, a Mahdi of lyric poetry, who would provide the âanswersâ to the poetic questions that Whitman posed. But rereading the poem now, and meditating on the superhuman qualities of the Answerer it occurs to me that Whitman isnât describing a person but a spirit. What it is is a profound sense of equality: of a mutual respect that extends from mechanics to soldiers to sailors to authors to artists to labourers to gentlemen to prostitutes to beggars to congressmen.
The exuberant, expansive, athletic America of Whitmanâs era may be long gone â if it ever really existed â but the vision of the Answerer isnât as remote as Whitman sometimes makes it seem. It is, simply, a democratic sensibility. To find it requires at the same time, paradoxically, immense humility and a nearly boundless confidence. As Whitman put it, âThere was never any more inception than there is now,â and the vision of the Answerer requires little else than a reaching for it.
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