Opinion When conversion is abusive We all want others to change — but at what cost? BY Giles Fraser . Members of a religious and anti-LGBT group praying outside St. Mary basilica during the annual Krakow Equality March 2020. This year's edition of the Equality March has been changed to a different format due to measures imposed by the government and the 'Yellow Status' zone for the city of Krakow imposed by the Ministry of Health just a couple of days ago. The annual march took place around the Main Square. The Far Right nationalists and Pro-Life activists organised a counter protest, against the LGBT, on the opposite side of the square, and next to St. Mary basilica. On August 29, 2020, in Krakow, Lesser Poland Voivodeship, Poland. (Photo by Artur Widak/NurPhoto via Getty Images) Giles Fraser is a journalist, broadcaster and Rector at the south London church of St Mary’s, Newington March 18, 2021 giles_fraser March 18, 2021 Filed under: Faith & Meaning Adam PhillipsChristianityConversionConversion therapyFaithHomosexualityLGBTOn Wanting to ChangeSigmund Freud Share: Some sermons fall to their death on the church floor. Others stay on in the memory for a long time afterwards. This one, from decades ago, remains with me, as emotionally vivid as the day it was preached. The priest was gay, but had long struggled to reconcile his sexual desire with the church’s historic teaching on homosexuality. So, as a young man, he sought out conversion therapy in the form of electrical aversion therapy. And understandably frightened at the prospect of being held down and given electric shocks he would down several G&Ts prior to treatment. “I’m still gay,” he explained “but I now hate the taste of gin”. The practice of conversion therapy was overwhelmingly renounced by The Church of England in the summer of 2017. Leading the debate in the General Synod, Jayne Ozanne, described the breakdowns she had suffered as a result of it, of the periods she would spend in hospital. Conversion therapy, she said, is “abuse from which vulnerable adults need protecting”. The Church agreed. Four years on and the Government says it is going to bring forward plans to ban conversion therapy “shortly” — though last week three members of the Government’s LGBT+ advisors panel resigned because it wasn’t happening soon enough. But notwithstanding this slowness, and despite objections from the Evangelical Alliance, a ban is coming. And a good thing too. Conversion therapy combines quack science with homophobic bullying — and the sooner it goes, the better. It is interesting that what makes conversion therapy so unpalatable to many is not just that it originates in a negative judgment on homosexuality, but also because the whole history of conversion can feel like a kind of violence committed against the integrity of other people. There’s the forced conversions of Jews to Christianity in the middle ages and — despite the Quranic principle that there must be “no compulsion in religion” — of non-Muslims to Islam in places such as Egypt and Pakistan. It feels like a fundamental breach of the idea that we ought to respect the integrity of the other, and of their beliefs. But perhaps it’s not quite so straightforward. That’s certainly what a new book by Adam Phillips On Wanting to Change suggests, by offering the perspective of a psychoanalyst. For psychoanalysis — perhaps surprisingly, given Freud’s Jewishness — was invented as a kind of conversion therapy. So, for instance, in an early paper “The Neuro-Psychosis of Defence” (1894), Freud writes: “In hysteria the incompatible idea is rendered innocuous by its sum of excitation being transformed into something somatic. For this I should like to propose the name of conversion.” In other words, what psychoanalysis proposes, at least in this very early stage of its development, is that some deep inner psychological disturbance can be “converted” into a kind of physical expression (“something somatic”) that can thus be more easily managed. As Freud’s colleague Ferenszi wrote in 1912: “The neurotic gets rid of the affects that have become disagreeable to him by means of the different forms of displacement (conversion, transference, substitution).” Whatever one makes of the difficult ideas that are going on here, it is clear that conversion has an appeal far beyond its employment by religious fundamentalists. Indeed, as Phillips notes, it can be seen as a part of the much wider, and increasingly secular, language of change and personal development that has become something of an industry among those who offer to help people address the things that make them unhappy. But what, Phillips asks, is conversion seen as an answer to here? What is it attempting to put right? Suggested readingStop searching for the 'gay gene'By Julie Bindel Conversion, Phillips proposes, is the offer of a life without complexity. What it is attempting to put right is the feeling that our life is somehow divided against itself. Early on, for instance, we develop deeply ambivalent feelings about those who care for us — our mothers especially. As a child, we are not in control of the sources of our own satisfaction. We rely on another for warmth, shelter, food and love. This reliance is both craved and resented — resented, because when it is not available on demand, we find ourselves furious at our need for another. Hence toddler tantrums. At least in its most unreflective form, conversion is an attempt to rid one’s inner life of ambivalence — the idea that we can love something and resent something at the same time. As Kierkegaard put it: “Purity of heart is to will one thing”. The offer being held out by conversion is that there exists some way of being in the world that will quell one’s inner divisions. If only you became straight, if only you became a Christian, if only you could see the wisdom of socialism, then all your inner conflicts would fall away. Conversion is the promise of an inner unity built around some single guiding principle. It is the promise of peace. But conversion is the promise of peace in just the same way that imperialism can also see itself as the promise of peace – of diverse peoples all united under a single form of government. Indeed, imperialism is the political version of conversion – and it can involve violence in just the same way, quashing difference in the name of some fully integrated vision of human togetherness. Indeed, you could pretty much say that “purity of heart is to will one thing” represents the spiritual origins of fascism. Suggested readingThe tyranny of queer theoryBy Mary Harrington Surely, though, there must be such a thing as “good conversion”? Isn’t that what debate is all about? Conversation? Of course, I want you to change your mind — about politics, about religion and so on. I just want you to see things from my point of view. Of course this must be done “without compulsion” — and compulsion can take many forms, including psychological bullying. But is the attempt to convert necessarily abusive, in and of itself? This is much more tricky. Part of what Adam Phillips is doing in his book is to defend a version of analytic practise that is not in hoc to a conversion fantasy of release from complexity. And I would want to do the same with religion too. As Rowan Williams says about the difference between good and bad religion: “One of the tests of actual faith, as opposed to bad religion, is whether it stops you ignoring things.” Faith “is most fully itself and most fully life-giving when it opens your eyes and uncovers for you a world larger than you thought — and, of course, therefore, a world that is a bit more alarming than you ever thought”. So the difference between good conversion and bad conversion is all about how much reality it allows you to suck up and deal with. Does it collapse your world so as to make things more psychically comfortable, or does it expand it, with all the dissonances that this may involve? Indeed, part of the problem for many therapists is that the release from “alarming” complexity is often what their clients are seeking from them. To be a priest is often to be the object of very similar expectations. Indeed, when people say things like “I envy you, your faith. It must make life so much more straightforward” it says a lot more about them than it does about faith itself. So while I absolutely believe we need to defend gay people from spiritual abuse, I fear we have now so taken against the idea of conversion, even non-coercive conversion, that we fail to recognise we are all at it. Freud tells the story of a priest who is called to the deathbed of an atheistic insurance salesman. After an hour or so, the priest comes out of the bedroom, having failed to convert him. But the priest is now fully insured. It’s a great story. And the moral is clear: everyone is selling something. Share: Join the discussion What is rarely said in relation to this subject is that many people want conversion in that they are dissatisfied with their lives and they want to change. They become aware that they don’t have to live with inner loneliness, guilt, despair, spiritual apathy and fear, etc. They want to turn from that to something better – they want to convert. We’re told that we live in a spiritual age. Some are reacting against the emptiness and stultifying nature of secularism and atheism, and reaching out toward spiritual fulfilment and self transcendence. Church leaders are saying that in the lockdown thousands have logged into online worship – many more than the numbers that were attending services before. Also many churches have continued to run Alpha and similar courses online which cover the basics of the Christian Faith ending with an opportunity to commit to Jesus Christ and be filled with the Holy Spirit. In our parish in the Welsh Marches 4 men, all under 45 have completed the Alpha and course and 3 became committed Christians as a result. As the article says “we are all at it”. Christians are at it because we have a mandate from God the Father to invite everyone to enter His realm of love, blessing and forgiveness through believing in His Son and being filled with His presence through the Holy Spirit. If people truly respond to this good news (Gospel), which has eternal consequences, it is not because they have been forced or persuaded by emotional buildup or intellectual argument. It is because God has been at work drawing them to Himself. It is God who does the converting , not the Church. MPs debated conversion therapy recently. There is, I understand, a possibility that it could become illegal for a priest or other Christian leaders to pray with a gay person who has requested it, with a view to being changed. As with all spiritual ministry this must be exercised with great sensitivity and care and only in the context of an ongoing pastoral relationship. But there are those, including some on the General Synod of the Church of England who would like to see it criminalised. Thank you for your post. I am an elementary school teacher in Northern Ontario (Canada) and I have seen the same disturbing trends in our schools. It has become a pandemic of its own. Should I share my concerns at a staff meeting on this issue I am reminded by Orwell’s observation that he who questions the prevailing orthodoxy will soon find himself silenced with surprising effectiveness. Gott in Himmel. On another note, I would like to communicate with you directly. Is there a way to share contact information on this site without causing a fuss? my favourite ‘tantrum’ story; we arrived at Toronto airport and stood in very long lines waiting to be ‘processed’ by customs and immigration, before they installed the machines they now have. A child, probably 2-3 years old, lay on the ground, yelling, kicking, screaming, the young mother calmly ignored the tantrum until eventually the child stopped! I was full of admiration for her calm, her lack of anger. Perhaps this had happened before and she knew her child very well, and her child didn’t know yet that mum couldn’t be manipulated so easily, just because hundreds of people were watching. To get involved in the discussion and stay up to date, become a registered user. It's simple, quick and free. Sign me up
What is rarely said in relation to this subject is that many people want conversion in that they are dissatisfied with their lives and they want to change. They become aware that they don’t have to live with inner loneliness, guilt, despair, spiritual apathy and fear, etc. They want to turn from that to something better – they want to convert. We’re told that we live in a spiritual age. Some are reacting against the emptiness and stultifying nature of secularism and atheism, and reaching out toward spiritual fulfilment and self transcendence. Church leaders are saying that in the lockdown thousands have logged into online worship – many more than the numbers that were attending services before. Also many churches have continued to run Alpha and similar courses online which cover the basics of the Christian Faith ending with an opportunity to commit to Jesus Christ and be filled with the Holy Spirit. In our parish in the Welsh Marches 4 men, all under 45 have completed the Alpha and course and 3 became committed Christians as a result. As the article says “we are all at it”. Christians are at it because we have a mandate from God the Father to invite everyone to enter His realm of love, blessing and forgiveness through believing in His Son and being filled with His presence through the Holy Spirit. If people truly respond to this good news (Gospel), which has eternal consequences, it is not because they have been forced or persuaded by emotional buildup or intellectual argument. It is because God has been at work drawing them to Himself. It is God who does the converting , not the Church. MPs debated conversion therapy recently. There is, I understand, a possibility that it could become illegal for a priest or other Christian leaders to pray with a gay person who has requested it, with a view to being changed. As with all spiritual ministry this must be exercised with great sensitivity and care and only in the context of an ongoing pastoral relationship. But there are those, including some on the General Synod of the Church of England who would like to see it criminalised.
Thank you for your post. I am an elementary school teacher in Northern Ontario (Canada) and I have seen the same disturbing trends in our schools. It has become a pandemic of its own. Should I share my concerns at a staff meeting on this issue I am reminded by Orwell’s observation that he who questions the prevailing orthodoxy will soon find himself silenced with surprising effectiveness. Gott in Himmel. On another note, I would like to communicate with you directly. Is there a way to share contact information on this site without causing a fuss?
my favourite ‘tantrum’ story; we arrived at Toronto airport and stood in very long lines waiting to be ‘processed’ by customs and immigration, before they installed the machines they now have. A child, probably 2-3 years old, lay on the ground, yelling, kicking, screaming, the young mother calmly ignored the tantrum until eventually the child stopped! I was full of admiration for her calm, her lack of anger. Perhaps this had happened before and she knew her child very well, and her child didn’t know yet that mum couldn’t be manipulated so easily, just because hundreds of people were watching.